So I’m curious, everybody with an eating disorder, reblog this and put a mark next to your zodiac sign.

thinlydesired:

Aries (March 21 - April 19):
Taurus (April 20 - May 20): !
Gemini (May 21 - June 20):
Cancer (June 21 - July 22):
Leo (July 23 - August 22):
Virgo (August 23 - September 22):
Libra (September 23 - October 22):
Scorpio (October 23 - November 21):
Sagittarius (November 22 - December 21):
Capricorn (December 22 - January 19): |
Aquarius (January 20 - February 18):
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Anonymous asked: You look amazing!

oh wow, thank you babe

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I’m better but its still there

I’m better but its still there

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  • friend: hey wanna hang out?
  • me: sorry, i can't. i'm busy
  • friend: busy?
  • me: being fat, now if you'll excuse me....
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Now you can see my legs more clearly. And yeah, playing vouge. Not working that good though. View high resolution

Now you can see my legs more clearly. And yeah, playing vouge. Not working that good though.

Shitty pic, my portpotions isnt that good on this pic and my legs look huge, lol (they are muscular naturally but not that big) but oh well.. Do you think I am fat? Do you think I look super big? For a few months ago I didnt eat and I purged 1-6 times a day. I could purge everything from a cucumber piece to 3-5 dinners(that i stuffed my face with). Then I started to recover. At first I barely ate, cheated and so on but for around 2 months, I have been eating more or less 6 meals a day. I am not talking about 6 meals that are sallad and such, nono, I am talking about around 2500-3500kcal EVERYDAY. Sure I have cheated a few days but most days I have eaten that much. Do you think I am fat? To top it off, I barely exercise. I walk my dogs almost everyday for maybe 20-60min but thats about it. Some days I dont even walk them ! ( others in my family do when I don´t). I am still struggeling and I dont find myself stunning to be honest but I want to show you all with an ED, you CAN get better. Sure, its and hell of an struggle but the secret is you have to WANT TO and give everything. Not half way but all the way. If you somewhere deep inside dont want it, you wont get better. So on the pic, guess my weight? I weigh around 63kg. Yep. You heard me. I used to weigh 53kg. So I am 10kg heavier then I were at my first point. I still have to gain around 3kg before I can really start exercising( my body is burning everything I eat if I exercise = I lose weight very easily. For an anorexic this is wonderful. For a HEALTHY person, this is not good. Thats why I eat like 2 persons sometimes.) Be strong and I am here if you want some tips. I am an anorexic  b/p ‘type’ and I have been to hell where I thought suicide was the only way out. It is not. View high resolution

Shitty pic, my portpotions isnt that good on this pic and my legs look huge, lol (they are muscular naturally but not that big) but oh well..

Do you think I am fat?

Do you think I look super big?

For a few months ago I didnt eat and I purged 1-6 times a day. I could purge everything from a cucumber piece to 3-5 dinners(that i stuffed my face with). Then I started to recover. At first I barely ate, cheated and so on but for around 2 months, I have been eating more or less 6 meals a day. I am not talking about 6 meals that are sallad and such, nono, I am talking about around 2500-3500kcal EVERYDAY. Sure I have cheated a few days but most days I have eaten that much. Do you think I am fat? To top it off, I barely exercise. I walk my dogs almost everyday for maybe 20-60min but thats about it. Some days I dont even walk them ! ( others in my family do when I don´t).

I am still struggeling and I dont find myself stunning to be honest but I want to show you all with an ED, you CAN get better. Sure, its and hell of an struggle but the secret is you have to WANT TO and give everything. Not half way but all the way. If you somewhere deep inside dont want it, you wont get better.

So on the pic, guess my weight? I weigh around 63kg. Yep. You heard me. I used to weigh 53kg. So I am 10kg heavier then I were at my first point. I still have to gain around 3kg before I can really start exercising( my body is burning everything I eat if I exercise = I lose weight very easily. For an anorexic this is wonderful. For a HEALTHY person, this is not good. Thats why I eat like 2 persons sometimes.)

Be strong and I am here if you want some tips. I am an anorexic  b/p ‘type’ and I have been to hell where I thought suicide was the only way out.

It is not.

Unless you’ve had an eating disorder (or have slept naked in snow) you don’t even know what cold is…

THIS

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This could be a scene from my life and I believe it could be a scene from SO maby others life. You sitting by the toilet, vomit in your hair, around your fingers, hands and face, maybe some on the bathroom floor and on the toiletseat. Someone asks if your fine and all you feel is this hole. A painfilled but still empty hole. Maybe even your throat hurts from all the acid or your stomach is screaming after the blood you have puked up. Even though the world is falling apart, the words that slip through your mouth, as always, is - I’m fine. We all know though that, that is the last thing you are.

This could be a scene from my life and I believe it could be a scene from SO maby others life. You sitting by the toilet, vomit in your hair, around your fingers, hands and face, maybe some on the bathroom floor and on the toiletseat. Someone asks if your fine and all you feel is this hole. A painfilled but still empty hole. Maybe even your throat hurts from all the acid or your stomach is screaming after the blood you have puked up. Even though the world is falling apart, the words that slip through your mouth, as always, is - I’m fine. We all know though that, that is the last thing you are.

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Self Harm Survey

1: How old were you when you started self-harming?

Younger than 4 

4-5

6-7

8-9

10-11

12-13

14-15

15-16

16-17

18-19

20-21

Older than 21

2: How often do you self-harm 

More than once a day

Once a day

Several times a week 

Once a week

Two or more times a month

Once a month

Several times in a year

Once a year

I have stopped

I am trying to stop

3: What method of self-harm do/did you primarily use?

Cutting

Burning

Hair-pulling

Scratching

Interference with the healing of wounds

Hitting or bruising

Bone breaking

Hitting Head against walls

Binging

Purging

Starving

4: If You Self Harm What Sexual Orientation Are You?

Straight Male

Straight Female

Bi-Sexual Male

Bi-Sexual Female

Homosexual Male

Homosexual Female 

Transgender Male

Transgender Female

Questioning Male

Questioning Female

Pan-sexual Male

Pan-Sexual Female

Prefer not to answer

Asexual Panromantic Bigender

5: Which Of These, If Any, Are Something You Struggle With Along With Self-harm?

Anorexia

Bulimia

Anorexia and Bulimia

EDNOS

Suicidal Ideation

Anxiety

Learning Disabilities

None of the Above

6: Do You Think That You (as An Individual) Need Professional Help To Stop Self-harming?

Yes, The Only Way I Could Stop Is With Professional Help

No, I Have Stopped On My Own

No, I Have Stopped On My Own Though I Still Struggle Often And Sometimes Mess Up

I am seeking professional help to stop, but still do it sometimes 

I Have No Desire To Stop And Therefore Don’t Need Professional Help

Yes, I Have Stopped With Professional Help

I don’t think I could ever stop with or without Professional help

Prefer not to answer

7: Are You Trying To Stop Self Harming?

No, And I Don’t Want To Stop.

No, But I Would Like To Be Able To Stop.

Yes, But I Am Not Doing Very Well.

I Have Stopped But I Still Mess Up Every Once In A While. 

I Am Completely Self Harm free

8: Does Anyone Know About Your Self Harm?

No. No One Knows.

Some People May Have A Vague Idea Of Something

Yes, But Only My Closest Friends

Yes. But Only Some Of My Family Member(s)

Yes, Some Friend(s) And Family Member(s) Know

Yes, All (or Most Of) My Friends Know

Yes, All (or Most Of) My Family Knows

Yes, Most Of The People In My Life Know

9: How many years have you been self-harming?

Less than 1 year

1 year

2 years

3 years

4 years 

5 years

6 years

7 years

8 years 

9 years 

10 or more years

10: If You Self-harm, Were You Abused Or Neglected (either As A Child Or Later In Life)?

No

Yes, I Was Emotionally Abused

Yes, I Was Physically Abused

Yes, I Was Sexually Abused

Yes, I Was Emotionally And Physically Abused

Yes, I Was Physically And Sexually Abused

Yes, I Was Sexually And Emotionally Abused

Yes, I Was Emotionally, Physically And Sexually Abused

Yes, I Was Neglected

Yes, I Was Neglected As Well As Being Abused

Prefer not to answer 

11: Would you label yourself as emo?

Yes

No

12: Do others label you as emo?

Yes

No

Some people
I have been called one 

13: What would you or others label you as?

Please select all that apply.

Prep

Goth

Emo

Punk

Nerd 

Hipster

Poser

Skater

Jock

Scene

Gangster

Other

I don’t do labels

There aren’t really any labels above that fit me

Normal (others)

14: What is your reaction when you see other people’s self-harm scars/cuts/marks? (choose all that apply)

Please select all that apply.

I want to get to know them

I wonder what they went through to feel that was a way out

I want to get as far as possible from them so no one will find out about my own self-harm

I will acknowledge them as someone who shares something in common with me

I would never even acknowledge them

Fear

Interest

Sadness

Happines

Don’t really care

No reaction

Surprise

Relief

Jealousy

Anonymous asked: I'm so happy you're doing better in recovery. I would check this blog every so often just to make sure you were alive. I know you can do it and get better. The best of luck to you!

Thank you. May I ask who you are? Thanks. Yeah I was close to death to be honest. I was thinking - should I drag this out and let my body give up or just jump infron of the train?

but thank you.

So me for a few months ago. Sorry I havent been on. I have been in recovery and guys its worth it. It really is. I wont say OH I am soooo fine now! Im not. Not even close. But I am not as bad as i was before when i knew i was heading for death and i enjoyed it. Stay healthy, get well C

So me for a few months ago.

Sorry I havent been on. I have been in recovery and guys its worth it. It really is. I wont say OH I am soooo fine now! Im not. Not even close. But I am not as bad as i was before when i knew i was heading for death and i enjoyed it.

Stay healthy, get well

C

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Forever ever ever reblog 

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